well, as ahnold once said (and i’ve said, many times), it’s not a tumor. don’t ask how i know, because it’s pretty gross. but everything’s almost back to normal, gum-wise. however, i’m kind of irritated that i had another hypochondria episode for no apparent reason. my social anxiety has been really bad lately, too. but i so don’t want to go back on buspar. i know it’s chemicals and not a matter of willpower, but i’ve been doing so well. i don’t like it when i’m crazy. and i thought that as long as i was working and not stuck at home, i’d be okay. but despite having a job i love, i’m turning into a total weirdo again.

other than going crazy, things are going alright. sohei and i have been getting along, and his trip to tampa may have actually gone well. and things are mostly good at work, aside from the usual lazy coworker stuff.

i want to keep reading though. harry potter is totally addictive and i’m supposed to have this paper written by monday. and the library picnic is tomorrow, so i’d better get my goofing off out of the way. (we all know that i won’t actually get any work done til tonight, anyway.)